Today was such a good day 🙂 The weather was really great! For some time it was cold, cold, cold and now it's HOT! All of a sudden. In the morning Daddy and I did a beginners workout for me to practice.. afterwards we wanted to go to the gym but I think the whole [...]


Actually I'm enjoying some time alone during Easter. I've done all the chores at and cleaned my home. I took out all the hidden little stuff again. Bringing back that part of me 🙂 Then took some time to take care of my plants, I've bathed my orchids in water with fertilizer and also cave [...]


Right before Daddy was leaving to bring the kids back home he answered a question of mine.. the answer, to me, was highly triggering. It had nothing to do with me, it had nothing to do with our relationship but my emotional response to this trigger was most irrational. It fired me up instantly. It [...]

Tired as fuck

Don't know what I'm feeling right now.. Yesterday I worked til 19:00 instead of 17:00 and I was so exhausted and overwhelmed I felt horrible. It made me so angry and paranoia. The kids are here since yesterday afternoon. I spend most of the time in the bedroom yesterday after work. This morning went well [...]