Right now I feel lost, empty inside.. like there is nothing to hold in to. There is no core inside of me or at least that is what it feels like. I am alone and it's not like I am alone with myself and enjoy time for myself, I actually feel alone and there is [...]


There is no hope left in me. I'm in and out of crisis. My past just keeps happening over and over again and this time it's not in my head. My fears become real and there is nothing I can do about it. I'm waking up from this dream and I'm like fuck, have I [...]