Last thursday I traveled to Paris with the Thalys to meet my Parisian Daddy! 😀 We traveled to the south of France the next day with our friend Yann from Demonia Store! Yay! We met at the production of the Jacquie et Michel videos but now we saw each other again! Whoohoo! 😀
Because we left early I did my doll make up on the backseat of our truck 😛 It was a challenge but I was really happy with the result and my Daddy was too! 😀 The hardest part was the eyeliner and lips 😛
In the evening we arrived at Le Jardin de Babylone, we dropped our stuff at our room and then met everyone from the Swingsy crew!! It was so much fun to see everone again! I had missed you all so much! We all went out for dinner at the nudist village at Le Cap d’Agde. Where all the girls got a nice Swingsy stamp on their boobs! 😉
Eventhough we were a bit sleepy from the ride we went to Melrose to party! When we entered everyone was chilling.. but not swinging! :O Oh no! So there was some tequilla ordered for the crew and soon we were dancing and the rest of the people in the bar started to come alive and joined the party! Yay! There were beautiful bimbo’s dancing on the bar, hanging from the dancing poles soon. Of course we joined them and were all dancing on the bar! 🙂 In Melrose you’re not allowed to make pictures so I only made one of the tequilla, ready to do it’s work and bring out the party animal in us…
The next day everyone got up quite early for work. Q. and Y. were setting up the Lelo stand. We saw everyone from Nina Moon again too! We love their beautifull outfits and the owner, she has such a vibrant energy and amazing smile. Love her!
Everyone was working so I just chilled in the sun, tanning.. swimming in the pool with a glass of wine to my side. Working on some text for my website 🙂 Being a little bimbo doll but still working on something before the guests arrived and my girl Lexi!! I was missing her so much, luckely my Parisian Daddy came over often to give me a kiss in between work 🙂
Dolly missing Lexi… 😛 I also made a photo of Le Jardin de Babylone.. without the guests because it’s a nudist/swingers resort I wasn’t allowed to make pictures here either..
This place is just heaven, I mean… just look at it. I love that everything is green and sunny.. this is in the morning… and it’s already a bit sunny and it’s september. This place would soon be crowded with nudist swingers all naked or dressed up in sexy skimpy outfits. Chilling, tanning, drinking, swimming, dancing, singing, flirting, teasing, playing, fucking… 😛 And it’s all fun because everyone simply wants to have a good time!
In the afternoon Lexi arrived! My Daddy said to her: glad that you’re here Arienh feels a bit lost without you 😛 Simply because it is difficult for me to interact with people who only speak French. Really.. aside from all the things I do I’ve got to start learning French, seriously! OMG! Anyone who knows a good French course in app form? 😛 Please let me know 😉
When I returned to our room there were all these nice gifts from all the sponsors! Got a big dildo to sit on 😛 Also our fourth roommate arrived on friday! Yann brought a friend to join the party! Super sweet girl who always dressed so lovely and kinky! Also the beautifull ladies LadyMaxx and Carolina arrived to celebrate the weekend with us! Stealing the show and making the party just perfect! My viking friend, tattoo artist Sacha was super happy to see me again and followed me like a shadow the whole friday, happy to celebrate and asked me to take photo’s with him all the time. Love this enormous viking, I mean.. next to him I feel like so little! And I just love viking.. did I ever mention my real name is scandinavian? Probably not 😛
On saturday we all celebrated the Swingsy pool party! Lexi and I had played the game of spotting the Dutch people 😛 We found a few couples. One of these was this super crazy couple who obviously enjoyed some Dutch goods.. Hyper, dancing, talking and being happy crazy and fooling around a lot! What a joker! During the party there were also a lot of games and party people who gave shows! Patrice Catanzaro arrived with a group of models who showed his new collection! Such beautiful fetish outfits!
Lexi and I also made new friends with two newbies to the scene who traveled all over the world to come to the Swingsy weekend! It was so much fun to introduce them to the scene and enjoy the party together!
My girl Lexi and I chilling in the jacuzzi at the Swingsy weekend in Le Jardin de Babylone!
All this time my Parisian Daddy had been so sweet checking up on me in between work! If I needed anything he would get it for me. Didn’t have to think about anything again, like always. He knew that I wasn’t feeling so well and just made me feel so much better just to be there for me. I am so super lucky to have such a sweet and caring Daddy! This weekend I’ve been tired a lot, not attending after parties or being the life of the party because I got a bit burned up from all the changes in my life although I so wanted to be that perfect bimbo doll for him. Think that frustrated me most of the weekend. Not being able to get in that mindset and be the playfull enthousiastic bimbo doll I actually want to be for him. Grrr!! Although I went to bed after the parties in the resort my Daddy would come back from the after parties and used my little doll body which always makes me so happy and usefull. I love giving him access to my body, always.. especially when he leaves me leaking afterwards. Then I feel so good!
What really helped was that I got asked to do shibari! The present shibari performer who worked at the event got a suspension point next to the terrace where everyone was having lunch. This whole time I hadn’t felt so good, actually I even felt nauseous and tired but as soon as I felt the rope touching my skin it just felt like a fresh breath of life inside me, it was such a relieve! I didn’t feel nauseous anymore, not even when I got tied up and turned upside down. The bondage was more easy to handle than the bondage that I’ve done with RopeMarks, of course because the artist and I didn’t know each other yet. He was super respectfull. He made a rope harnass on my chest, leaving my arms untied to make me feel safe and comfortable with working with someone new 🙂 Which is thoughtfull! I didn’t thought of that before. He also tied rope around my hips, between my legs, around my ass it was comfortable! Although it really showed my pussy well, I realised that I had not done suspension all nude with an audience before… but I felt beautiful this time and comfortable with my body. Yay! I got tied up and in stages turned upside down, swinging while the blood flowed to my head. So I must have been a little tomato again 😛 I don’t mind that anymore. My legs were tied together and my arms finally tied behind my back. My legs were used to swing me in the bondage, it was fun and felt good and made me relax. I so needed that! I just didn’t realise how much I had missed being in bondage! In between stages the bondage artist asked me if I was alright. Making me feel safe and when I got untied we were both very happy. People in the audience applaud for us it was so sweet!
Lexi was sitting close to me the whole time with our newbie friends. One of them decided that he wanted try some shibari too, to find out how that would feel. Which made me so happy! That was so cool! When he tried it I felt really proud. I love it when people experiment and try new things. Although he might not do it again, that he tried it was just super cool!
He also joined my Daddy, Lexi and I to the beach with another sweet girl from the party. Because we went with 5 people I decided to walk alone. Feeling the sand under my feet, the wind playing with my hair.. the sea was very stormy, like my mind. I would just walk, feeling my feet sink in the sand, especially when you walk through the water. Looking at all the little shells, the ones that are different than in the Netherlands and the ones who are the same.. the sun in my face and on my skin. Trying to find some peace inside of me, some balance but for a while my mind was in some dark chaotic storm, just thinking too much. Trying to let go of things that had happened and my worries about people around me and all the changes..
On the last party of the weekend everyone was dressed up beautiful and sexy for dinner and the party afterwards. Again we met amazing crossdressers! The professional ladies and also Vanessa.. who looked so beautiful! She’s super sweet and made me smile and feel happy! She’s just the embodyment of two genders, dressed up or not. It was funny that I had been relaxing near her at the pool all day not knowing that she was Vanessa until I only found out so much later! She fooled me so good not telling me, it was amazing! The last day I had all these questions of course. I am a curious girl! Especially about the different mindsets and the switching between them. Which I think is magical and I recognise that because of all these switches I go through myself. To feel almost like having different identities inside yourself, parts of you that you amplifly. It’s a bit difficult to explain.. I don’t mean being forced into a role but actually letting yourself slip into another mindset.
And that’s what happened with me too when we were partying at some point I didn’t feel that good anymore, dressed down and covered in a long dress, feeling shy and uncomfortable in my skin. So after my drink I went to my room, put on my glitter pantyhose and blue mini school girl skirt with the cute little matching tie… and got back to the party and just danced until I kicked off my high heels and danced some more. Just dancing to my Daddy… look at me Daddy, I finally got it back! Yay! Feeling so relieved that I found that place inside me again to be able to be his bimbo dolly like I wanted to all this time but couldn’t. It was just blocked all this time and now I could let it all go.
At some point Lexi and I decided to get into the jacuzzi but then the DJ put on I love Rock&Roll and I was so happy to hear that song! I got in the middle of the jacuzzi where there’s a little stone that is surrounded by the water. Leaving the men who wanted to dance with me behind, just to feel completely free and in tune with the music and feel happy and joyful when I dancing on my little island just emptying my mind. Everyone started to cheer me on and party with me until people started to join us in the jacuzzi who at first was empty but soon to be completely full with people just undressing to party in it. Girls came over to come dance with me until I decided to give them my little island and got in the water to look at all the people now enjoying a jacuzzi party that I started there, so much fun!
So eventually everything turned out so well. The next day the guests left and the new friends of Lexi and I seemed to be investors in Swingsy! So they were also there on the little after party of the crew before everyone went separate ways. And that is it for now… more to come about my trip to Paris next time! Xx
Music: Stand my ground – Within Temptation