Porn production for Jacquie et Michel

The last few days in Paris have been so amazing! My Parisian Daddy picked me up from the train station as usual when I really felt how long we had not seen each other! It felt really good to be back. Paris starts to feel much more like home each time I go there ๐Ÿ™‚

On sunday I was actually more nervous about the porn production for Jacquie et Michel then when we were on the set. A few months ago I never would’ve thought I’d do porn. Until Yann, my Parisian friend from Demonia store, asked me if I was interested in doing porn, since his friend Luka is the producer/director of Jacquie et Michel. We got into contact and planned the scenes.

Just like how I rolled into escorting through a friend who got me in contact with Tess. It almost feels like all these things that happen now were meant to because it feels easy and natural in a way.

Quentin was with me to support me during these exciting days. I didn’t had to worry about how we would get on the location or anything like that, he always got my back and I really felt safe doing all this because he was there with me. Which made it much easier for me to really let all this happen. To be in the moment. Since I am a highly sensitive person it was an intense experience anyway.

Because I didn’t want to make myself more nervous I didn’t check who my co-actor would be or check out video’s from Jaquie et Michel. That’s often the point were self degredation begins and you become more nervous because of over thinking so.. let’s not do that!

We arrived on the location where I met such nice people! To me that makes ALL the difference. I really do not work well with people who have a negative energy. Everyone was super respectfull and willing to help. I could just let them know if I needed anything or if something was wrong etc. but I didn’t even have to.

After the paperwork and checking each others test results we could prepare for the scenes.

The difficult thing was the difference in language but there were enough people that spoke English well enough like Luka, my co-actor Vince Carter and French comedian Gilles who played my husband in the video’s. My Parisian Daddy is like my personal translator anyway too! ๐Ÿ˜‰ I was really nervous about the French lines I had to learn for the video’s. Had been practising a lot! When the moment was there I really forgot most of them but it wasn’t a problem at all.

Since the video’s aren’t online yet I am not going to get into detail about everything that they include. Just a few moments that were memorable to me.

When we started filming it was a bit like during my bukkake party, I got in a rush. Really feeling in the moment. There is so much to keep in mind when shooting porn, to create the best possible view. This is all very logical but when you’re in the moment and haven’t got the experience yet that makes you do things automatically it can be a challenge. Luckely Vince helped out ๐Ÿ™‚

We really had a good connection and sexual vibe going on anyway it was super fun to work together. One of the memorable things to me was that Vince got me squirting in like 2 seconds, while I was still under the impression that I couldn’t squirt easily. It had a big oh-my-god-factor. It surprised me. Squirting always does to me when I do reach that point because it feels so intense. It’s a polarity that makes me not want it. Mentally, everything inside me seems to scream “No! I can’t handle this!”. I want it to stop probably because I feel like losing control and that scares me. On the other hand my body is screaming “Fuck yes!! Here we go!”. So that kind of tears me apart mentally, physically and emotionally. Sometimes I have this with orgasms too if they are not achieved by masturbating of course. ‘Cause then I am in control myself.

So yeah, that’s caught on camera! Haven’t seen it yet though.

While filming there was so much going on inside me, it was heavy but I love such experiences. I’m addicted to these experiences that take me to that fucking edge of going out of my mind. I need it, crave it and cannot live without that edge or I get depressed and go insane.

The second day we filmed a scene, again with Vince but this time Olivier Lecoeur joined us. Who was also a really good porn actor and a pleasure to work with.

Somewhere during the beginning of this scene I was in between Vince and Olivier, I think on my knees. My hands were cuffed behind me so I was a bit more vunerable than the last day. Vince started to choke me, he had done it before so I knew about his tight grip. You have choking and choking.. If it’s done well it can be really intense. I’ve had body parts tingling before but this time, with everything going on, was even more intense. I do not have the words to discribe it well enough. It brought me to that edge in no time. Often there’s this build up but not that day. I remember feeling a short sense of intense panic. I couldn’t breathe and the pressure was building up. Panic is a feeling I know well so when it happens now I just observe. Luckely I know myself well under intense mental stress, if you have been in shock before and went through that then you can handle so much more. So I didn’t trip but let it be and observed what happened in the moment. To just be. And that was all I could for a moment anyway. I remember not being aware of myself for what seemed a few seconds and spacing my fucking brains out! Like I was on drugs, but better because I wasn’t. I can’t wait to see it on video! Vince and Olivier were so nice to me, asking if I was alright. Although it was intense I didn’t want to stop, this was real and true and because of that it was beautiful. Actually this made filming the rest much easier and more fun to me because I worried less and because of that I felt less nervous. ..and spacing just feels so damn good!

These intense experiences make me feel alive, energetic and strong because I know myself and can handle more pulling out this reserve of strenght again and again.

I was also happy to deep throat again during these days. Not Vince of course. How I would love to be able to do that though ๐Ÿ˜› And we did some double vaginal penetration that went easier than I thought. It felt so fucking good!

I am not going to write about the third day because I don’t want to spoil too much!

Really hope to work with you all again it was great and so much fun! I’ve been smiling a lot! ๐Ÿ˜€

Merci, Jacquie et Michel!

~ Here is the link to the first video we filmed on monday! ~

~ Here is the link to the my second porn video! ~

 

My Daddy took me to Mรฉtamorph’Ose, a very beautifull luxery fetish store with very good brands. It was nice to be there. The owner even kneeled down next to my chair when serving me coffee. There was no side table around. Made me feel like a princess! Anyway, I can really recommend the store it is great! ๐Ÿ™‚

Tomorow I’ll be on tour with Tess in the Netherlands. For tour information please check the agenda on my Fetlife profile! Xx

Photo with porn producer/director Luka of Jacquie et Michel.

Music: Seven lives – Enigma

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